Sunday, December 21, 2008
20th December 2008.. i had some family gathering at kak sri's house in Eunos. well, at first i thought its a normal get together wif family kind of thing. but it seems dat yesterday gathering, open my eyes on all the sins dat i did for the past 20 yrs.. there's this ustadz - very young.. 18yrs of age.. Masyaallah can u imagine, 18yrs, being an ustadz.. imam in a mosque in clementi (im not sure wats the mosque name called).. i den started to tink, how low am i.. how low educated as in my religious knowledge is as low as a toddler i guess comparing wif him.. and my cuzzie said he's going to Arab - Mesir to further his islamic studies in one of the institution of Agama for about 10yrs.. OMG.. i bought a book called 'DOA MUSTAJAB' frm him.. a very good book. with all different kind of prayers in it. Insyaallah i will read it everyday. i'll keep dat book close to me wereva i go to. n yesterday, wen the ustadz is saying out some prayers, i dunno y somehow tears started to drop frm my eyes. maybe its because of all the sins dat i ever did lately.i forgot u, Allah. i was busy wif my everyday life till i forgotten where i came from.. dear god, if you can hear me please forgive my wrongdoings.. pls forgive my parents sin.. pls forgive all the people who have forgotten u ALLAH.. and to those of you whom i used to hurt in any way, im truly sorry.. pls accept my apologies right frm the bottom of my heart. im not trying to bring world peace kind of thing but seriously, if i did something wrong like hurting u, ur family ur frenz, im truly sorry. pls accept my sincere apology..♥♥ what goes around. comes around.. im simply irreplaceable♥♥
{4:04 AM}
crowned
Awesome life.
content feeling
i never hold grudges like you do ;)
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