Saturday, August 8, 2009

Updates on BBQ Pit which was held yesterday.
Everything went smoothly as planned. I've spent a total of $350.00 for the pit in total.
I'm not sure why but after the pit, i'm feeling real fucked up!
Maybe because i had an argument with my bf.
To those who knew me inside out, i'm the kind of person who likes to be pampered by my own bf.
Unfortunately, bf doesn't like me to behave that way.
He wants me to be like an adult. BEHAVE LIKE AN ADULT.
He told me this, - 'do not behave like when u're with your ex. I am me, and i don't want you to behave like a child. u're 21 and stop being demanding.'
At first, my heart just broke in pieces of shits.
But when i think about it, bf wants me to become independent.
He's so right. I am 21 and I don't have to act like a child.
Yet i'm still heartbroken..
I only get to meet my bf like what? twice a month? haiz
Bf, if u're reading this, i'm really2 sorry for what happen yesterday.
U should know me best.
I'm the kind of person likes to cuddle with you.
I don't care if you don't feel comfortable but it's already in me.
Somehow, I will try to change myself into a better person.
If you want me to behave like an adult, then i would.
I'm willing to change all this because i love you so.
Thanks for spotting my mistakes and let it out before i drifted apart.
I LOVE YOU BF.!
{8:03 PM}
crowned
Awesome life.
content feeling
i never hold grudges like you do ;)
21
Aquarius Babe = The Sweetheart
23 January 1988
Purchasing Executive cum Accounts Assistant in UPSC Marine Services Pte Ltd